you know war, it has no heart; it will kill you in the sunshine, or just as happily in the dark
my life seems so normal and routine.. being in school is so intense, all my days just blur together and i never even have time to catch up with myself.. or i guess i just don’t make time. i’m working on it, i guess.. but a change of pace and warmer weather would be so nice :\
thursday night after the ices meeting i was doing physics homework with some guys in hood until like 1 in the morning. it was awful.. we spent so much time trying to get one of the problems, it was seemingly impossible. it was ridiculous. so i didn’t go to bed till kinda late, which was unfortunate, because then i slept in and it was strangely warm and beautiful out on friday. i barely got to spend any time outside except to walk up to campus. then i had to participate in a conference call for power shift, which is sucking up all my time.. i haven’t even done any actual schoolwork because that’s all i’ve been working on. le sigh.
there was so much going on this weekend, much of which i didn’t get to go to.. and it’s almost over but i still have so much to do! i just got sick the other day (i knew it would be my turn eventually since everyone around me has been sick) so i haven’t felt like doing much.. yesterday there was a free climbing session at the rock wall i wanted to go to but didn’t feel like going up to campus at the time.. even though i was going to later anyway for the b4b dance party in emerson suites. boy that was interesting. it was fun, but it is definitely taxing for me to be in social situations.
chilifest was postponed to today because the weather yesterday was blustery and blizzardy. i went for a little bit with alexis and her family who was visiting, and sampled some delicious vegan chili from the manndible cafe, which i’ve wanted to go to ever since i heard of it (they have lots of vegan options with fresh, organic, local ingredients).
i haven’t done anything productive all day.. and there’s a slow food potluck that i was planning on going to, but now i don’t know. this always happens.. i plan on going to something (like the climbing session) but then it actually comes up and i don’t feel like it anymore. i know if i force myself to go it’d be nice, but it just seems like so much work and i have so much homework and ices/remp stuff to do tonight.. also, alexis and doug and their friend justine are playing at the open mic at the nines tonight and i want to go.. ugh! i have to try to catch up on homework, finish an art project, continue working on power shift recruitment stuff, and do remp stuff too for our meeting tomorrow. what to do.. sigh.
end long boring rant about what’s floating around in my head!
also, it seems like all i’ve been listening to lately is bright eyes.
